SUBUD

SUBUD

Winter Sonata

You're My Everything

Don't Sleep Away This Night

Ordinary People

Tercipta Untukku

Memories in Bali

Full House

Monday, July 02, 2007

Heaven on Earth


When I see you,
I see Heaven on Earth.

I see your children of heaven...
I see the gentle tone of kindness..
I see pure and simple moment of yours..
and see your soul.

When i see you,
I see the strugle of you..
I see how strong your heart to keep forward to live..
and i see the beautiful world through your eyes..

And when i see you,
I see your past..
I see how pure soul you have..inside you
It's all writen on sky...
It's just like; you, your heaven and your soul.

Just like; me, my self and I..
You have your own story..story of you.
For me..your whole life is just like a dream...

Mine...is just quite....and silent, here inside me.

I Just wanna see you....and hope you can see me.
Coz I see Heaven on Earth of yours..

I see heaven on Earth through your eyes.
You, Your Heaven and Your Soul.

Oh, Heaven on Earth.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

The way you look at me…

No one ever saw me like you do
All the thing that I could add up too 
I never new just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word

Coz’ there’s something in the way
You look at me

It’s as if my heart knows
You’re the missing piece

You make me believe that there’s nothin’
In this world I can’t be 

I never know what you see
But there’s somethin’ the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It‘ll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I’d like to stop the clock make time stand still 
Coz’ baby this is just the way
I always wanna feel

I don’t know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happen’s every time

I never know what you see
But there’s somethin’ the way you look at me

The way you look at me…

Janji Manismu



Oh dunia ini, penuh kepalsuan,
mungkinkah tiada keikhlasan
Apakah ini, suatu pembalasa,
ku sadar kebesaranMu Tuhan

Aku bagai seorang, gembala jalanan,
terombang-ambing di lautan gelora
Mencari kebah’giaan, tahan untuk menopang kasih,
mungkinkah suratan, hidup ‘kan selalu sendirian

Hati membeku mengingatkan,
kata janji manismu
Ku dibuai kenangan,
belaian kasih sayang suci darimu,
oh kejamnya

Lidah tidak bertulang,
ucapan cinta mengiris kalbu
Ku ‘kan pergi, membawa diri,
cinta di hati terkubur lagi

Tidak ku pahami, mengapa terjadi,
peristiwa pahit menggores hati
Perjalanan hidup ini, sudah tertulis,
ku tempuhi dengan kesabaran,
ku sadar kebesaranMu Tuhan

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

:.. TRUE LOVE..:

Furikaeru to itsumo kimi ga waratte kureta
Kaze no youni soto

Mabushi sugite me wo tojite mo
Fukande kuru wo
Namida ni kawatteku

Kimi dake wo shinjite
Kimi dake wo kizutsukete
Bokura wa itsumo haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yume miteta hazusa

Tachidomaru to nazeka kimi wa utsumuita mama
Ame no youni soto
Kawaranai yo ano hi kimi to deatta hi kara
Namida ni kawatte mo

Kimi dake wo mitsukete
Kimi dake wo dake shika inakute
Bokura wa itsumo haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yume miteta hazusa

Yume miteta hazusa…

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

UNINTENDED

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you


:: For someone who loves this song very much...miss u so..

Re-birth

When you pass by me and I look within you, I may see something with four legs, I may see a snake, I may see a lion, a tiger, a demon, a cow, a horse, a donkey, or a crab. When I look inside, I will know this. I see this.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Philosophy

Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy
which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before
children.


- Kahlil Gibran -

Monday, June 11, 2007

Segala Sesuatu Harus Ada Istirahatnya

Jangan memaksakan diri.
Segala sesuatu itu harus ada istirahatnya.
Bekerja juga harus istirahat.
Kalau tidak mau istirahat dengan sukarela,
ALLAH akan memaksanya untuk istirahat, misalnya dikasih sakit keras.
Kalau orang lupa bahwa dirinya itu sesungguhnya lemah dan hina,
dan terus-terusan tak mau mengistirahatkan ego dan nafsunya,
ALLAH yang akan mengistirahatkannya dengan paksa.
Dan jika sudah "dipaksa," akibatnya akan mengerikan. menyakitkan.

:: PICTS

Grand Opening

Keikhlasan....
Itulah kata kuncinya...

Tiba-tiba semua gelap...

Dan tidak begitu lama...banyak sekali kilatan cahaya seperti lampu blitz di depan mata...
menyilaukan..namun ku sungguh tak berdaya...

Ingin ku buka mata...namun ku tak kuasa...
Cahaya itu terus menerus berkilat-kilatan di depan mata.

Tubuhku serasa terhuyung-huyung..
Ku terpontang panting ke sana kemari...ku masih tak berdaya.

Kemudian ku terjatuh....tergeletak....masih tak berdaya.

Ku rasakan rebah di tempat yg sungguh membuat ku tenang...dan bahagia,
namun ku masih saja tak berdaya.

Dari dada ini, tiba2 kurasa sedih dan pilu yang luar biasa....
Ku meraung menangis, sambil menyebut namaMU...ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

Dan setelah puas mengeluarkan pilu di dada...ku terdiam...dan ku masih tak berdaya.
Dalam diam ku....ku menerawang...entah kemana....nafas ku rasa...dan ingin ku hirup udara...
Ku hempaskan lagi....ku hirup lagi...berkali2 kali...ku bersyukur...aku masih hidup.

Dan ku masih saja diam...dan tak berdaya.

Dan ku rasakan sesuatu mengangkatku tinggi ke atas!

Namun sesuatu yang lain menahanku!

Ku terus saja di permainkan...ke atas...kemudian di hempaskan ke bawah...

Tangan kanan ku bersaksi...ku harus diam!

Bergetar...bergerak...dan kemudian kembali diam.

Getaran dingin menyeruak ke sekujur tubuhku...masuk dari tangan kanan ku...
Ke kepalaku...menjalar ke punggung...kemudian ku rasakan kaki ku..

Dan ku terbangun...dapati diriku utuh, tergeletak tak berdaya..

Dingin masih ku rasa...dan pipi yang basah...berderai air mata.

Ku kini pasrah....semua kehendakMU, Ya Rabbi...
ALLAHU AKBAR...ALLAH Maha Besar...

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

MAAF ..

Kasih...
sudah ku akui,
semua salahku padamu
Beri aku kesempatan,
untuk buktikan cinta,
setia padamu lagi...

Oh maaf....maafkan diriku,
yang telah membuat,
hatimu terluka...

Hanya kau cintaku,
ku tak pernah pikir
‘tuk pergi darimu,
walau hanya sekejap saja...

Jangan pernah kau berpikir,
untuk tinggalkan diriku

Beri aku kesempatan,
untuk buktikan cinta, setia padamu lagi...

‘Kan ku peluk dirimu,
tak kan kulepas lagi
Untuk buktikan cintaku..
‘Kan ku hapus!

...GALAU...

Perasaan ini apa namanya
Ku takut untuk menyebut apa namanya

Bukan karena ku takut salah
Tetapi ku takut benar apa yang kurasa

Pedih yang menghujam di sanubariku
Hancurkan keyakinan yang menjadi kekuatanku

Aku jatuh lagi .... sekali lagi jatuh
Untuk sekian kali....
namun kali ini ku galau...

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Kisah Tak Sempurna

aku memang tak berhati besar
untuk memahami hatimu disana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
untuk menyadari kau bukan milikku lagi

Dengar...dengarkan aku
Aku akan bertahan sampai kapanpun
sampai kapanpun

...maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna tuk dirimu
usailah sudah kisah yang tak sempurna
untuk kita kenang

andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan butiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik dan waktu mendatang

Risau...

Hingga malam semakin larut
Aku masih tak penat juga
Menegur jalan yang kita tempuh
sekedar menepis rasa gelisah

Walau diri berhias senyum
Namun Hati tak pernah tentram
Dan sering datang perasaan lain
Tentang kejujuranmu kepadaku

Setinggi apa kita mampu mendaki
Rasa cinta kasih dan kesungguhan
Namun bila hati jadi terpisah
Beri Kepastian agar ku tebus semua

Ku akui aku selalu ingin memiliki
Dan engkau pun tak pernah terbuka
Untuk menghalang segala prasangka

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

...Air Mata...

saat ku tutup mataku
hanya kau yg ku pikirkan
ku coba …
namun kau tetap di hati

aku merindukanmu
Tuhan tolonglah
ku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku

katakan padaku
bagaimana ku melupakanmu
terluka tanpa cintamu
dan ku tak sanggup menghapus air mata

semua yg ku lakukan
selalu mengingatimu
karna satu yg tersisa
tak bisa berpaling darimu

merindukanmu
Tuhan tolonglah
aku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku

Ku Disini...


melihatmu...menyentuhmu...
membelaimu...memelukmu...
melupakan cinta yang mendalam

kini hilang...kini hampa...
kini sepi...kini beku...
meninggalkan cinta yang mendalam

ku disini terdiam
ketika dirimu meninggalkanku
ku disini terbelenggu
ketika cinta pergi menghilang

setiap langkah...setiap waktu...
setiap napas...setiap dinding
membayangkan dirimu kembali

suatu hari ku akan temukan
cinta yang lain walau takkan seperti dirimu...

BaD DaY

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know

You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie

You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day!!

Someday.... I Will Understand


Nothing seems to be the way that it used to
Every thing seems shallow
God give me truth, in me
And tell me somebody’s watching, over me
And that is all I’m praying is that...

Someday I will understand
In God’s whole plan
And what He’s done to me
Oh but maybe, someday I will breathe
Then I’ll finally see
I’ll see it all in my baby

Don’t you run too fast my dear
Why don’t you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They’re all you’ve got
It’s in you, to see somebody’s watching over you
And that is all I’m praying is that...

No moment will be more true
Than the moment I look at you

It’s in you, to see somebody is watching over you
And that is all I’m praying.

Menghapus Jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Monday, May 28, 2007

LULUH



saat terindah saat bersamamu
begitu lelapnya aku pun terbuai
sebenarnya aku t'lah berharap
'ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya

segenap hatiku luluh lantak
mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
sungguh 'ku tak mampu 'tuk meredam kepedihan hatiku
untuk merelakan kepergianmu

ingin 'ku yakini cinta 'ta kan berakhir
namun takdir menuliskan kita harus berakhir

I'm Sorry..Goodbye

Sebelum bertemu denganmu
hidupku bahagia
semenjak bertemu denganmu
kumakin bahagia
semakin lama aku smakin
tau tentang engkau
sedikit kecewa
ternyata engkau tak baik

pertama tama semua manis yang engkau berikan
membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
semakin hari semakin terungkap yang sesungguhnya
kumakin kecewa
ternyata kau penuh dusta

Maafkan ku harus pergi
ku tak suka dengan ini
aku tak bodoh
seperti kekasihmu yang lain

Terima kasih oh tuhan
kau tunjukkan siapa dia
maaf kita putus
so thank you so much
im sorry goodbye

seribu cara kau membuat
ku dengan puitis
maybe kau lupa
bahwa aku juga manusia
yang punya mata
telinga hati dan perasaan
maaf aku pergi
dan takkan untukmu lagi

Denting

Everytime

Who am i .. ??

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
You Are The Star
You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!
You Are Wind
Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding
You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
You Are Winter!
Intelligent Serious Cozy Calm Shy
You Are Psyche!
Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!
You Are a White Rose
You represent youthfulness and purity. Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time
You Belong in London
A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.
You Are Spider-Man
Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.
You Were A Jaguar
A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos. You are powerful and move without fear in dark places.
In a Past Life...
You Were: A Genius Poet. Where You Lived: Austria. How You Died: Buried alive.
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Me, My Self and I

My photo
Sementara di dunia, Indonesia
Just an ordinary people who live with dreams & hope. I used to make a poem to shared what I feel, shared what's in my thought and shared because I can't say it through.