SUBUD

SUBUD

Winter Sonata

You're My Everything

Don't Sleep Away This Night

Ordinary People

Tercipta Untukku

Memories in Bali

Full House

Thursday, October 25, 2007

El Alma

El alma vaga muda por los astros,
No encuentra luz, ni oscuridad,
Sigue las estelas de tus pasos,
Te busca y se refugia de las tormentas
Y vuelve a volar por las eternidades del corazón
Ella cree en el destino
Se distrajo por una sonrisa
Y por un beso magico que la devuelva a la tierra.
Ha cruzado los mares y se ha ahogado tantas veces
Como veces que ha sobrevivido.
No sabe donde la llevara ese perfume
que la invita a seguir
develando pistas que jamas ha visto
y no sabe si verá.
Pero no se rinde porque es eterea, es invisible
Porque tiene algo de infinita y misteriosa
Ella sabe que al final de todo al final del camino
al final... o al principio como quieras llamarlo
esta su destino, su misión y su razon de ser
por eso para bien o para mal
me ha elegido a mi para
adueñarse de mi voz.
Ella te viene siguiendo mas alla del tiempo
quiere que te diga que no te rindas
que si caes ella te abrazara con calor tibio
para que sepas que la muerte no existe
que estoy aqui, he renacido tantas veces
para ti, para que sepas
que he estado a tu lado aunque
disfrazada de sombra y viento.

..Angel..


such a cold day
when regrets cut trough your vain
lights are fading now
and away for your love

so until the end
when you open up your eyes
light are fading on
and away for your live

beside the angel of my pain
that walk the city of a lonely man
give some truth
give me love
give me pain in you

light are fading on
and away for your love

beside the angel of my pain
that walk the city of a lonely man
and you should be love
in this rustless world of mine
so i know
my…

angel walks
angel talks
angel sings
n breathings

Tapi Bukan Aku


jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati

berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya
semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Sai Wa Nagerareta

Dareka ni sasowaretemo tsuiteyuku ki ni wa narenai
mimi o sumasaseba tanoshisou na koe ga afureteiru

[shuumatsu wa doko e yukou]
[doraibu ni wa umi ga suteki ne]
yasashii emi de kanojo wa sou itta...
kisetsu no naka

nanimo kamo douka shiteiru yo soretomo boku ga okashii?
minna shiawasesou ni ai o kataru

Love is Dead Sun is Dead Air is Dead doushite?
kizukanai?
subete nakunatteshimaisou na noni

sekaijuu kentou chigai no jouhou o baramaiteiru yo
aa kimi saemo wakattekurenainda ne

Sky is Dead Sea is Dead Earth is Dead utsukushii anata e
boku wa mou nani mo shiteagerarenainda yo sai wa nagerareta

Dream is Dead Wish is Dead Mew is Dead doushite?
kizukanai?
subete nakunatteshimaisou na noni

naze daremo kizukanai ??
naze daremo kizukanai ??

Dibalik Awan

Ku tak selalu begini
Terkadang hidup memilukan
Jalan yang ku lalui
Untuk sekedar bercerita

Pegang tanganku ini
Dan rasakan yang ku derita
Apa yang kuberikan
Tak pernah jadi kehidupanS
emua yang kuinginkan
Menjauh dari kehidupan

Tempat ku melihat di balik awan
Aku melihat di balik hujan
Tempat ku terdiam tempat bertahan
Aku terdiam di balik hujan

Pegang tanganku ini
Dan rasakan yang ku derita
Genggam tanganku ini
Genggam perihnya kehidupan

KOTA MATI


Warna seperti menghilang
Di kota ini
Hitam dan putih masa lalu
Telah membisu

Semua berakhir disini
Tempat ku mulai bermimpi
Masih menari disini
Langkah mu yang telah pergi

Udara kini berubah
Di kota mati
Seperti kisah masa lalu
Kini membisu

Coba dengar ku berbisik
Suara yang tlah mengering
Hatiku mati disini
Terdiam dan tak me..aaaaaa...!

Coba dengar ku berbisik
Suara yang tlah me..aaaaaa...!
Masih bertahan sisa mimpi-mimpiku
Di kota ini
Kini bertahan sisa mimpi-mimpiku
Di kota ini

Semua berakhir disini
Tempat ku mula bermimpi
Hatiku mati disini
Terdiam dan tak mengerti

Denting

Everytime

Who am i .. ??

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
You Are The Star
You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!
You Are Wind
Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding
You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
You Are Winter!
Intelligent Serious Cozy Calm Shy
You Are Psyche!
Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!
You Are a White Rose
You represent youthfulness and purity. Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time
You Belong in London
A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.
You Are Spider-Man
Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.
You Were A Jaguar
A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos. You are powerful and move without fear in dark places.
In a Past Life...
You Were: A Genius Poet. Where You Lived: Austria. How You Died: Buried alive.
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Me, My Self and I

My photo
Sementara di dunia, Indonesia
Just an ordinary people who live with dreams & hope. I used to make a poem to shared what I feel, shared what's in my thought and shared because I can't say it through.