SUBUD

SUBUD

Winter Sonata

You're My Everything

Don't Sleep Away This Night

Ordinary People

Tercipta Untukku

Memories in Bali

Full House

Monday, December 15, 2008

HOME

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home




Sunday, December 14, 2008

Merindukanmu



Saat aku tertawa diatas semua

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang


Selama aku masih bisa bernafas

Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu

Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana

Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu


Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya

Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Friday, December 05, 2008

H

Hati ini masih mencari
Akan sekeping cinta dimasa lalu
Namun tak ada kuasa untuk mengungkapkannya
Jalan ku ini semoga akan mempertemukan kita kembali
Ini adalah doa dan harapanku setiap waktu....

Bodoh

Bodohnya aku....

(apa aku bodoh?)

Masih mencari-cari dimana dia berada.

(padahal aku sudah tau harus kemana mencarinya)

Bodohnya aku...

(bener-bener bodoh!)

Mengharapkan dia masih seperti yang dulu

(padahal aku sendiri bukan aku yang dulu lagi!!)

Bodohnya aku...

(Bodoh!!!!!)

Dunia ini bukan dongeng atau cerita di film

(tidak ada itu yang namanya "happily ever after")

Bodohnya aku...

(Dasar Bodoh!)

Mengharapkan pertemuan kembali dan bersatu kembali dengan dia

(Sudah lupakan lah dia, just go on with your life)

Bodohnya aku...

(Sungguh Bodoh!)

Masih mencari kepingan hati yang hilang bersama dirinya

(Itu hanyalah cinta dimasa lalu, yang bahkan tak pernah terungkapkan)

W A Y

W A Y

Where Are You?

I just want to know... W A Y.

Where Are You?

I just want to see you...

I just want to know what are you doing lately...

I just want to say that I've been looking for you all this time...

W A Y

Where Are You?

I need to know...WAY

Where Are You?

I need to meet with you...

I need you here...

I need you because I've been thinking of you all this time.

W A Y

Where Are You?

I just need you.

I just want to say... I still Love you....all this time.

so...W A Y now?

Where Are You, now?

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Jangan Lupakan



ku berjalan terus tanpa henti

dan dia pun kini telah pergi

ku berdoa di tengahi

ndahnya duniaku

berdoa untuk dia yang kurindukan
memohon untuk tetap tinggal

dan jangan engkau pergi lagi

berselimut di tengah dingin dunia

berselimut dengan dia yang kurindukan


would it be nice to hold you ..

would it be nice to take you home..

would it be nice to kiss you..


memohon untuk tetap tinggal

dan jangan engkau pergi lagi

bernyanyilah na na na na na

bernyanyilah untuk dia yang kurindukan


would it be nice to hold you ..would it be nice to take you home ..would it be nice to kiss you..


jangan pernah lupakan aku

jangan hilangkan diriku

jangan pernah lupakan aku

jangan hilangkan diriku

jangan pernah lupakan aku

jangan pergi dari aku



Saturday, February 16, 2008

Untukmu Selamanya


mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

mengagumi tanpa di cintai

tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia

dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu


telah lama kupendam perasaan itu

menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku,

bahagia untukku


ku ingin kau tahu diriku

di sini menanti dirimu

meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku



dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

Manusia Sempurna


Dia kulihat dia

selalu menutup mata


Dia dalam malam

Aku dan dia


Dia menutup mata

Dia terus berjalan

Dia tak hiraukan

Aku dan dia


Terbanglah kepadaku

Manusia sempurna untukku

Lara hati menunggu… menunggu… dia…


Dia adalah malam

Aku dan dia


Terbanglah kepadaku

Manusia sempurna untukku

Kulihat kurasa kucium dan kudengar… dia…

Aku Tak Mau Sendiri


Sejak Ia pergi dari hidupku

ku merasa sepi

dia tinggalkan ku sendiri

tanpa satu yang pasti


aku tak tau harus bagaimana

aku merasa tiada berkawan

selain dirimus

elain cintamu


Kirim aku malaikatmu

biar jadi kawan hidupku

dan tunjukan jalan

yang memang kau pilihkan untukku


Kirim aku malaikatmu

karena ku sepi berada di sini

dan di dunia ini

aku tak mau sendiri


tanpa terasa aku

teteskan air mata ini

yang tiada berhenti

mengiringi kisah di hati

Butterfly


Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta
Aku putuskan memilih dirimu

Setitik rasa itu menetes

Dan semakin parah
Bisa ku rasa getar jantungmu

Mencintaiku apa lagi aku

Jadikanlah diriku

Pilihan terakhir hatimu


Butterfly terbanglah tinggi

Setinggi anganku untuk meraihmu

Memeluk batinmu yang sempat kacau

Karna merindu


Butterfly fly away so high

As high as hopes I pray

To come and reach for you

Rescuing your soul

That previous messed up touching me and you


Jalan ini jauh

Namun kita tempuh

Bagai bumi ini

Hanya milik berdua
Biar ku berlebihan

Mendekatimu

Namun ku tunggu

Ayat-ayat Cinta


desir pasir di padang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekadar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Denting

Everytime

Who am i .. ??

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
You Are The Star
You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!
You Are Wind
Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding
You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
You Are Winter!
Intelligent Serious Cozy Calm Shy
You Are Psyche!
Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!
You Are a White Rose
You represent youthfulness and purity. Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time
You Belong in London
A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.
You Are Spider-Man
Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.
You Were A Jaguar
A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos. You are powerful and move without fear in dark places.
In a Past Life...
You Were: A Genius Poet. Where You Lived: Austria. How You Died: Buried alive.
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Me, My Self and I

My photo
Sementara di dunia, Indonesia
Just an ordinary people who live with dreams & hope. I used to make a poem to shared what I feel, shared what's in my thought and shared because I can't say it through.